a.new.direction

Today has been really interesting for me. I had to step up and be an adult in a situation that I had really gotten comfortable in. I knew things weren’t the way I wanted them to be all along. But it was comfortable. I actually gave the person a second chance because even though I didn’t want to admit it I was comfortable with us and things were working for me at that moment. But then I realized sometimes being comfortable isn’t always the best thing. That comfort put me in some situations that I shouldn’t and didn’t need to be in and also had me questioning some moral things in my life that I knew were just wrong from the start.

Last week before rehearsal we all submitted prayer requests. Mine was that God allowed me to see the people that I needed to have in my life and those that were meant to be gone. I wasn’t quite sure about the person I mentioned above. I really cared for him but sometimes the good things just didn’t carry as much weight as the bad. We actually spent the majority of our weekend together and had a great time. But when we parted something wasn’t right and who knew that was pretty much our it was nice knowing you outing. I really am thankful that I was able to free myself from getting in far too deep and not being able to paddle back out.